Wednesday, November 05, 2008

Big 20

Yes, I'm finally 20. TWENTY YRS OLD. EMO.

The last few minutes before midnight i was like so sad. 19 yrs old passing away in each minute. I DUN WANNA GROW UP AND BE OLD. DUN WANNA BE ADULT. Though 20 not yet adult, its not teenage too. Like stuck in between. Lolx.

This yr is the very first time spending without Hk. Realised pass 3 yrs birthday he has always been there...

YEAR 1 - got to know hongkai frm my birthday celebration at LSCT Emart. lolx. cute.

Year 2 - surprise celebration in LSCT clubhouse after my Danzation performance. Cried super badly cos i tot my bday would be gone coz of dance. ...and also for something else which hurt mi so much. Then my makeup smerged like mad.

Year 3 - most memorable! Was chatting with hongkai online when near midnight, he said he go toilet shit. Next thing i know, i was looking down from my 11th floor window to see him and the gls downstairs waving the fire sparkles. Ultra touched! Thanks guys! Lolx.

Thanks Hong Kai and gls, for everything i used to take for granted so much. This yr, i realise how empty life can be without u guys. Esp with FBF IN FIELDCAMP. CANNOT EVEN CONTACT. SOBXXX!!! haha. Still touched by the forwarded sms tt he sent to fat gf (jialing) to send mi at midnight, and the sms tt i receive today, from him using his sergeant's hp! Silly boy. Love him so much. YEahness cos he'll be back tmr~!!! HEEE

Lastly, thanks to allllll who rmbed and wished mi~!! Love u guys~~~

Esp to Meiyan, who surprised mi at my house with cake and singing solo birthday song. Though very pain to the ear but. erm. HAHAHHA =X Thx for keeping mi company! Luv ya ah ger! nono. now she's called PRC!! Damn funny. Great time catching up with Sam n Kel too =)

Posted by indescribableone at 2:55 AM